san antoni(n)o

with promises of brighter days,

caramel candy lips and

sunshine in rocking chairs;

decades of admiration-

a better place than this.

expectations of happiness;

watching the apple blossoms bloom

while our hands are held forever.

she was hate and i am love;

so take it!

take me i'm yours;

always, you know it.

lifetimes of forevers missed;

timelines apart.

so why this one?

offering the world to you

without it ever quite enough.

worlds apart in the same place;

same soul, whole body.

twin flame,

soul mate;

or maybe I'm mistaken?

all I've ever needed

was you.

all I've never had

is you.