Sad Face.

We've all been there. And those of us who haven't, are sure to someday. You fall in love, or at least you suspect, and with it comes billions of choices. But, how do we know if that path we take is correct? There has to be another way, to avoid mistake after mistake. I've been down this road before. This road got me married, a child, and ultimately failed. No one wants to fail at the same thing twice. It's cruel.

There's a fear that's built inside of me. An ever-growing fear that I am not enough, that I will ruin everything all over again. My heart tells me this is it, but my head reminds me who I truly am...that I'm just never going to be good enough. My brain tells me I am to remain alone, while my heart yearns to keep happiness permanently.

Mistakes have been made, this is beyond true. I am a moody, mind-changing person, with more issues than I'd ever admit. I want to think that I am not going to make the same choices that have resulted in the demise of a marriage, want to think I am a changed person, but am I? Really? I pray my heart is in charge here.