Lost at Sea

The problem is, I care too much.

It translates into missing us;

But, me not loving me enough,

To know it never was.

She deserves two to lift her up.

Not feel unwanted and unloved,

By some weekend warrior,

Who doesn’t feel deep enough.

And, your smile is so compelling

I don’t speak up enough.

Though your eyes are always telling,

I don’t see when enough’s enough.

The problem’s you left long before

I shut you out and locked the door;

Crying on our bedroom floor,

Because I was never enough.

I fear that’s where we’ll always be-

Lost, alone, and angry;

Because we never could believe,

That I had you, and you loved me.

#svsmkywy